eleventhfeb'o7, sweeeetloves.

Y } Wednesday, February 28, 2007

* may all th smokers die, except my family members :D

\ i'm all about you.

2:58 PM

Y }

t th ~~girl~~bitch who claims t be much more perfect than me :D
hello, if you happen t read this ^^
anw, tday you wna walk right pass me.
and i had a kind-of-big action of "running" away from you.
i saw that you had this 'amazed' look on your ugly face.
you must be thinking that i'm dumb and stuffs.
but th thing here is, i don't wna get any closer t you.
i'm afraid that even if a strand of your hair touches me, i might get as dumb and childish as you.
which i wouldn't wna be, you know.
:D
so ya.
i know you like me alot lar, always talk about me, wna walk so close t me.
:D
but i don't like you alot leh.
^^
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EXAMS STRESS!!!
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get well soon ah, meimei (:

\ i'm all about you.

2:47 PM

Y } Monday, February 26, 2007

*note
the below stuffs might not be true.
it's just what i heard from many people.

to vincent:
i heard that you've like got a girlf alrd.
and i heard this from like so many people.
(:
no worries, i ain't gna try t break you guys up or whatever, cus you said in your msn nick "i wanna be with you forever".
so ya, don't worry (:
anw, i just wna say something.
I'M SUPER DOOPER ANGRY.
not because you've got a girlf.
but, i got critisized by people, because of your oh-so-sad msn nick.
they come saying "kau, you really very bitch sial, vincent's like so damn fucking good t you, and you break his heart just like that?! flirty slut!"
either that or i got diao-ed, or both!
i told you before that all these shits gna happen if we broke up one day.
and, t make th matter worse, people told me that your msn nick is like so so so so so so damn sad!
and now what, you've got a girlf.
cool man, you've got so many 'happenings' in february huh.

what i wna ask you, is that, what do you want?!
what's th point of making yourself seems like you're so damn fucking pitiful, and then you've got a girlf so soon.
are you out t make my life miserable?
just because everyone THOUGHT that you're a almost-perfect boyf, and you know that they will all put th fucking blame on me, you did this t me?
i feel so damn maligned.
what's th point of doing all these shits?
you make me feel like shit.
and i think you're a shitass.

even my family thought that you're such a good guy AT FIRST.
and even wanqiu also said that you're a good catch.
but ha, i told her this incident just now.
and she said that it just goes t show what kind of person you are.
(:

bye, and i don't think i ever, ever wna see/talk/hear from you anymore.
my eyes are for me t see beautiful stuffs.
my mouth is for me t talk t a someone w a beautiful character/soul.
my ears are for me t hear and listen t beautiful things.
and definitely, you are far from that.

\ i'm all about you.

3:16 PM

Y } Saturday, February 24, 2007

english paper ystd.
rather easy.
:D
and stupid mr xxx.
i finish my paper at 8am.
and we only have t hand in at 8.25am.
which means that i've got almost half an hour of free time right?
and seeing that i owe someone a letter, and i've got one more extra foolscap, i spent my whole 25 min one writing that damn letter.
and when we're supposed t hand in our papers, he saw th letter on my table.
he asked me t CRUSH IT AWAY!!!
i'm like WTF?!
last time when i d that, noting happen one lor.
and it's not as if i bring that damn piece of letter t th class right!
he saw me writing it lor, cus i sit RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM.
not like i can choose where i wna sit.
was so damn damn damn angry.
):<

my phone bill came tday.
it CHI-BA-BOM!!!
= =
got scoldings.
tday actually wna g buy new phone der, but raining.
curse th rain lar!
= =
i think i'm gna g get myself a prepaid card.

anw, this morning, I COOK MYSELF A SCRAMBLED EGG!
say wow!
:D
but it's too damn salty lar.
x:

\ i'm all about you.

11:00 AM

Y } Wednesday, February 21, 2007

I'M FEELING SO DAMN FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!!
):<

\ i'm all about you.

4:44 PM

Y } Monday, February 19, 2007

went t ahma house early in th morning [which means lil' sleep].

was feeling very bored, so meet meimei at around evening.
watch twins mission at north point w meimei tday.
wa lau, almost fell asleep.
._."
so boring luhs, cus it's action movie, and i don't like!
/:
at first wna watch norbit, but it's NC16, and very late.
so watch what meimei wna watch lor.

anw, lovely night out.
(:

\ i'm all about you.

9:46 PM

Y } Sunday, February 18, 2007

'222 Posts, last published on Feb 17, 2007 '.
nice ah, th numbers. lols.

anw, ystd and tday is a boring day!
):
though got lots of ang bao, but i feel so bored!
all my aunts and all are asking me about vincent!
then say that they also got prepare his ang bao.
/:
but well, it's all over (:

i kind of feel happier and free now.
i don't feel like i've lost anything.
yes, i do feel weird, 'cus no matter what, i've always been depending on him [for 363days].
but i think i like my life better now.
i felt as if i wasn't living my life for th past 363days.
it's like it had always been him who's controlling my life and stuffs.

i don't feel like i've lost something 'cus my family's love for me is there, strongly.
and so is my friends' love.
i feel contented w what i'm having now.

i do hope that he's also living his life happily, and i think he is (:

{not insulting anyone from n[a] or n[t], only those bitches (:}
i hate most of th n[a] and n[t] girls, and so do they.
but, who cares?
(:
i am who i am.
so why do you even care?
you're just making a fool out of yourself, bitch (:
regardless of academic or mental/psychologically, you're dumb.
why?
because i don't even care about what you say.

\ i'm all about you.

7:00 PM

Y } Saturday, February 17, 2007

i'm feeling so, so bored.
/:
i dno what t blog about.
sian.

some random thangs.

\ i'm all about you.

11:10 AM

Y } Friday, February 16, 2007

happy new year t all chinese friends! :D
tday had 4 periods of boring lessons, then celebration!
:D
our cny bazaar is like urhs......
ahahs, i tday not bad leh, sell alot of dog figurines.
then aishah and hanafi is like wah, how come you can sell so many one.
ahahahs.
:D
hen you man zu gan sial.
ahahs, i also helped 4e4 sell one pink notebook.
(:
fun fun day.
went back home alone cus bestf have choir and i think twinny went back w becC and all.
then halfway on th bus, suddenly got one guy 'kneel' beside my seat sial.
i'm like cua dio lar.
then it turned out t be gorgor [jacky] and mosquito [remus].
lols, they so funny luhs. (:
i love my gorgor and mosquito :D

[edit]
tday mrs kok gave us each a MARS chocolate bar sial.
know why? BECAUSE,
M stands for motivation.
A stands for attitude [positive one luhs, of course].
R stands for resilience, respect and responsibility.
S stands for studies.
mr lim gave me 2 m&m chocolates.
weinam gave me something, that has urhs... cookies inside i think.
bestf gave me a hello kitty marshmallow.
ahahas, tday's my candy day.
LOLS.
[edited]
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fuck th rumours.

\ i'm all about you.

2:54 PM

Y } Thursday, February 15, 2007

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FUCK YOU, BITCH.

\ i'm all about you.

7:36 PM

Y }

read if you wna know why we broke up.
firstly, i don't really think that he's my type of guy.
secondly, i felt as if i'm alrd married t him. cus it's like everything also have t 'report', and i'm like tied down. i'm only fifteen, i want my freedom like some other normal teenagers.
thirdly, i think he's being too overprotective.
and many many more, it's not a very happy relationship afterall.
maybe you can g ask him for his side of story, maybe i'm th one at fault, but i don't care, cus it's all over.

now that you know why alrd, please stop asking.

\ i'm all about you.

6:50 PM

Y }

boring day in school, and we were held back in th hall, 'cus we went up t th hall late.
-.-
like so lame lor, so many people luhs.
forget about th unhappy part.
well, tday got chemistry practical after school.
after that, went t th coffeeshop opposite school t have lunch w haelnut, almond and weinam.
SO FUN :D
i swear we must g down t town tgt one day!
ahahas.
then went t causeway for a very short while, cus weinam wna buy wallet.
and i bought a pink crowned frog from hallmarks.
:D
so pretty, then g power9 t buy wrapper.
yea.
i'm so not gna tell you who's that for.
ahahas.
(:

\ i'm all about you.

6:11 PM

Y } Wednesday, February 14, 2007

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY FRIENDS!!!!!!!
:D
tday gave alot people lil' cards w sweets.
yea, then tday twinny give me a pink rose, hazelnut gave me muffin, cookies&sweets, vanessa gave me a pink skirt, wei nam gave me three ferroro rocher, siming gave me two ferroro rocher, sharon gave me chocolate, and th others gave me sweets :D
yea, i'm a happy girl!
:D

anw, tday's also total defence day.
so boring lor.
x:

*dno how t spell ferroro lar. x:

\ i'm all about you.

4:35 PM

Y } Tuesday, February 13, 2007

it's valentines day tmr.
fuck valentines.

anw, i got back my only-did-MCQ-questions chinese paper back tday.
guess what, i got like 18/70.
LOLS.
tcher still thought what happen t me.
hahaha, told her i fell asleep, and i think she amost wna faint.
ahahha, she thought i fell out of love , or whatever shits happened t me.
LOLS, and she almost wna send me t counselling.
ahahas, first time man.

and tmr's total defence day-boring lar ):
and i'm sooo gna give out all my valentines lil gift t all my beloved friends!!!
:D

-like what siming said, mei you qing ren der qing ren jie.
fuck valentines.

\ i'm all about you.

4:08 PM

Y } Saturday, February 10, 2007

Oh ya, I remembered something.
I felt really bad, that I didn't do my chinese paper [test].
I was like soooo damn sleepy luhs.
Then I lied down there, telling myself that I'm gna sleep awhile, then wake up and continue doing.
But I just overslept.
When I woke up, it's like "time t stop writing"!
I'm like omfg.
Ahahas, I only managed t finish all my MCQs.
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I told Mama about th breakup alrd, she seems quite hmm, I dno how t say.
But she didn't scold me or anything lar, just somehow like 'comfort' me bar.
(:

Let's hope that I ain't gna regret this decision of mine.
Because, like what Jesse told me, if we are meant t be tgt, then no matter what/when, we'll still be tgt again, one day.

\ i'm all about you.

9:51 PM

Y }

It's all over.
I'm single again after like almost one year?
Two more days t a year.

Yesyes, I know you people gna say:
Wah lau, you bitch. Vincent's such a nice guy and all, and you break his heart just like that?! What th hell you think you doing? Who do you even think you are? I think you're a bitch, a slut.

I'm not gna care what you guys gna say about me lar, 'cus it 's like you all don't even know what's happening lor.
If you guys like/support/whatever him so much, g woo him lar.
>.>
It's not like I hate him now or what okayes.
We're still goodfriends.
It's just that I d hope that you these shitass could stop pushing ALL th blame t me, just because in everyone's eyes, he's sucha super dooper great boyf okayes.

>I'm officially single.
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Didn't really had a great day tday.
I made twinny&meimei angry.
):
I dno what's wrong w me, upsetting people.
Twinny, I'm really sorry, for what I've done that made you so angry...
):
I thought we're gna g there tgt, happily&crazily.
But it all turn out t be wrong, I'm sorry.
And meimei, if you think that it's all my fault, then so be it, okayes.
I've alrd told you th reason why.
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I met up w bestf, meimei, weisiong&minghao in th early afternoon.
'Cus I don't wna stay home all alone until 2+pm.
Went j8.

\ i'm all about you.

9:50 AM

Y } Friday, February 09, 2007

Jesse> Hmms, dno eh, but still, thanks alot for th advice you gave me, very useful :D

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Randoms:

2/3 part of th NUT family. Hahas.

Very hardworking students huh.
Me&hazelnut's.

\ i'm all about you.

9:51 PM

Y }

MY FRINGE IS SO SHORT!!!!!!!!!
): ): ):

Anw, tday went t see people take 'o' level results-w bestf. (:
But halfway, Miss Wong ask bestf t g for Choir alrd.
):
I left w her, 'cus I don't wna stay there alone.
Then I went home alone.
Walk until halfway, I heard people calling me.
Then it's Yegeng MEIMEI ! [don't ask me why HE's my MEIMEI - long story]
:D
He's like opposite th road, like that call my name, so embarrassing!
(='.'=)
LOLS.
He came over and chat awhile, then he g find his friend liao.

I called Peng shan jiejie just now, and ask her how's her results.
And sms-ed Junfeng.
(:
I feel happy for them!
Peng shan jiejie got 17 marks sial.
Junfeng got 16 marks.
Xueling got 12!!!
T_T
Well, Huirong, cheers, you may have not done well, but at least you know you got put in effort!
That's enough, isn't it (:

Tday's f&n lesson Mdm Aishah never come, then me and twinny went surfing th net, and chatting w each other in MSN, when we're like just beside each other.
Hahahas, so funny luhs.
Tmr gng Innova JC w twinny! (:

\ i'm all about you.

3:59 PM

Y } Thursday, February 08, 2007

My friendster horoscope ; Taurus.
The Bottom Line
Your confusion about a new person in your life is helping you grow.
In Detail
A new person in your life is intensifying efforts to communicate with you. Give yourself time to sort through how you feel about this, because you might not know how to react at first. This person is still a bit of a mystery to you, and you might not be quite sure what to think. Is it all some sort of joke? In a very odd way, this confusion will be refreshing and exciting to you. Instead of frustrating you, this person is putting you in touch with a new part of yourself.

-Very very true.

\ i'm all about you.

3:47 PM

Y } Wednesday, February 07, 2007

I feel so stress, so vexed.
I feel like crying, yet I don't wna let th tears out.
It's sometimes just so frustrating.
I wna fly, fly like a bird in th big big sky.
Just let me fly...

Emo-ing -

\ i'm all about you.

4:54 PM

Y } Sunday, February 04, 2007

Twinny> I showed my parents th nepprints.
Then my Mama told my Papa that he got one more daughter liao.
Hahahas.

\ i'm all about you.

10:30 AM

Y } Saturday, February 03, 2007

Jesse> Hahas, okayes, then tell me at MSN another time.
Hmms, I also dno. ):

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Monday t Friday studying at school.
Stress.
And I thought at least weekend is for me t destress or whatever shit.
But no, yesterday, my Mama ask me t find Xiaoyi for Math.
Basically, I don't have anything t ask.
I've been a good girl, listening in class, asking if I dno.
So I like understand lar.
But I know that my parents wouldn't believe.
Sometimes I hope that they would try standing in my shoes, knowing what I'm facing in school.
It's all just stress and stress.
Teachers rushing us.
Doing 'o' level coursework, making sure that everything has gotta be right.
Even recess time also have rush.
Like wth.
I always long for weekends.
'Cus I thought at least either Saturday or Sunday I can g out, but no.
I know that if I ask if I can g out, I will most probably upset them,or get scolding, or they would think that all that I care about is gng out.
I don't even like this kind of life.
It's so stressful.
Cried ystd night, I thought I couldn't take it anymore, but this morning, I realise that I have t take it, no matter what.
Because it's just all fated.

I realised that love can be so vulnerable.

\ i'm all about you.

10:56 AM

Y }

Shopping w twinny yesterday.
She bought me th Innova JC carnival 'coupon'.
ten bucks man.
Got campus superstar g!!!
:D

We went t eat Yoshi.
Beef bowl :D
Then went t shop around.
I bought a valentines thing.
And after much walking, we went t take neo!
Again, twinny paid.
I feel so bad leh.
):

\ i'm all about you.

10:46 AM

Y } Thursday, February 01, 2007

My heart is drenched w sorrows.
Tears are dripping down my cheeks.
I'm weeping inside out, but no one seems t care.
I reaches out for a hand t hold, but I just grasps th cold night air.
Now hope sounds like a foreign word, my dreams are blown away th wind.
Smiles never found on hmy face, just frowns layered w dust.

I don't even know why I cared.

\ i'm all about you.

4:47 PM

Y }

Fooling around w Bestf at library.

My wnabe 2 years friend-Yellowbearbear.

\ i'm all about you.

3:56 PM

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