Y } Friday, August 25, 2006
all that i want now, is you, brownie.
I couldn't accept it ; it's not that i dont want to, it's that i can't!.. i practically hate gng home now luhs, i can't face e fact. it feels so weird, so tensed. i don't wna be reminded.
Brownie, you really have got t take care of yourself up there, understand? eat well, sleep well. be a good girl. go & find ah ma t live w her. 'cus you don't like other dog, right? when you're free, come back home, have a look. okays? few more days, your body will be cremated. don't worry about that okays? [: i'm lonely w/o you, girl. just live your life happily, t the fullest. if i have a daughter next time, i'll think it's you, brownie.
you seriously have t be independent now, take zillions of good care.
i seriously can't help missing you, darling. i'm alone now. nobody is sleeping w me anymore. nobody is gng t eat w me. nobody is gng t go w me for evening walks now. you hadn't see me graduate. you hadnt see me walking down the red carpet, getting married. you HAVE t be my bridesmaid. you can't just go like that. you hadnt take a family portrait w us. there's still so many things undone. but you just went off. how could you?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hai, rest in peace, yea? keep me updated through my dream. i'll be waiting for you everytime i sleep.
it's always a rainy day.
you know why?
'cus there's no you, brownie.
\ i'm all about you.
6:58 PM
