i live for you. <3

2008-04-14T16:35:00.000+08:00

MOVED
http://bucketfulof-love.blogspot.com
RELINK

2007-11-06T21:56:00.000+08:00

OOOH LA LA ~
I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
update again another time.
x:

i kind of miss school life, but not exam life.
s:

anw, my friendster is deleted.
(:
and so is byby's.
:p

2007-07-17T19:46:00.000+08:00

it looks like it's th end...
of everything... ...

all th broken promises...
all th heartaches...
all th sparks...
all th happy memories...
all that we've gone through tgt...

are finished.

2007-07-07T16:54:00.001+08:00

alrights, my eyes are so tired now.
i went t view bestfr's blog's code, and tried t figure things out, and finally, things were done!
phew! *wipes sweat off forehead*

i'm all so alone at home.
):
babyboy went t some wedding thing w his family.
i'm so bored.
and yea, i know it's been a long time since i blogged.
heh.

there won't be any pictures (i think) 'cus some stupid insignificant tcher confiscated my phone.
baaa!

i miss my babyboy. ):
he's been really sweet last few days.
he came t my house early in th morning and we went t school tgt on thursday.
and he came t my house in th morning t g t stadium for sports day on friday!
like so sweet can!
:D
anw, ye ye is our daughter!
haha, born on 2nd july, 2007.
<3

4e5 won th cheerleading thing man!
like whoa, it's seriously last minute thing.
all thanks t nurul who danced really well.
haha, i hid behind daryl!
:p
i think mrs whelan must be really happy, that 4e5 finally chu ren tou di le.
haha.

i'm so bored.
):
hope tomorrow will be better day!

2007-06-21T09:20:00.000+08:00

okok, i shall blog.
pretty lazy t blog and well, is on a 'deal' w bombom that th both of us cannot use comp.
lols.

finally submitted my f&n coursework A!!!!!!!
like W-H-E-E~!
:D
but... coursework B is coming. ):

anw, i finished all of my english hw - two compre, one letter and one compo! :D
and my math hw tooooooooooo!
i made f&n theory notes ystd night tooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
WAHHAAHA.
i gna start loving my books andn start muggingggggggggg!
):

haha. photographer: ME! :D

baaa, studying ok! photographer: HIM.

there's another one.
but i promised him not t show it t anyone. ):
such a pity.
that's such a cute one can!!!
haha!
:D

he's at d&t now, and i'm home.
):
i started studying ystd, and he's gna start tday!
D:
not fair.

2007-06-14T20:05:00.000+08:00

ystd night bought my new phone le!
yay, pinnnnnnnnnnnnk! :D
SE z610i.

tday went NDC for my jaw. ):
then went m'sia shop.
wheeeee, man zai er gui!
:D

2007-06-12T12:03:00.000+08:00

why am i feeling heartaches again?
am i th one who is too sensitive/being emo?
who am i exactly t you?
sometimes i feel like i'm just another friend of yours.
yet sometimes you treat me like someone who is so special.
little things you do, can give me great disappointments.
maybe you can say that i read too much into things.
but that's me.
i'm sorry.

我为你关上爱别人的门, 把我变成世上最笨的女人.
你说的每句话我都会当真.
我的要求并不高, 待我像从前一样就好.
你要的爱太完美, 我永远都学不会.
最後我會再問你一次你愛我嗎?

2007-06-11T10:16:00.000+08:00

gna g buy a backpack w bombom later!
yay, same bag! :D

then probably g study. ):

anw, HAPPY FOURTH MONTH T US! <3
loveloves! :D

[edits]
went bugis t buy th bag!
daddy isn't really happy about me gng out.
):
but i'm just gng bugis t buy a bag! ):
&&&, it's our fourth month tgt!
anw, we bought th same bag&same colour.
i wanted white, but mama don't allow.
i wanted black, but bombom said that black looks weird on girls.
):
so i'm left w brown!
baaaa, but nvm, same colour w baby!!!
:D

bombom wna watch men in white.
so we went t watch, then buy bag.
th show's a waste of money, i would say.
D:

2007-06-10T18:30:00.000+08:00

i found this old photo in one of my classmate's friendster profile!

last yr's class gathering at mrs whelan's house! (:

2007-06-10T10:08:00.000+08:00

went t admiralty mac ystd w bombom t study.
did math!
ate shaker fries!
i made him do his math!
HA!
:p
he taught me th exterior&interior thing, and i still don't understand!
):< things might have changed ever since that thing, but i think that we're at least now on th right track back t th past, when we were both happy&stuffs. <3>

ystd night was th celebration of ahgong&ahma's 45th wedding anniversary!
so sweet right.
^^

anw, i hate ystd's weather, it's humid. ):

study hard people!
though i'd rather play than study. *frowns.

2007-06-06T19:02:00.000+08:00

feeling very emo tday, probably due t my bad dreams.
):
anw, bombom made me a happy girl ystd.
lol.

who is dawn who is dawn who is dawn?
who is tan t who is tan t who is tan t?
= ="

i wna g out and play all day long, free of all th troubles, stress and everything.
i wna be free, out in th open space, doing what i wna do w bombom, like gng t beaches t watch th sunset, g shopping, play crazily, play swings, just walking around, take buses for fun and many many more. ):
but!
there's o'lvls and my parents won't let me out for th whole day.
):
i wna have a interesting life man!
education is a waste of youth.
x:
we spend our youth studying like a real madcow.
and when we earned enough money t g and splurge, we're like too old t have any really exciting fun, too old t do what teenagers can do, too old to buy things that are meant for teenagers which are really nice and beautiful, and dress like a teenager.
so why am i tied down?
0:
craps, ok.
but i want freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedom, badly.
):

2007-06-05T18:15:00.000+08:00

ok, xiaolaopo came t my house t stayover that night, cus of something.
chatted till midnight, woke up th next morning, made breakfast, watchd th breakup, then physics.
thanks xiaolaopo, thanks alot. <3

twinny&boyfr topped my truefriendtest.
haha.
twinny did during f&n when i'm beside her, and countd th scores.
same scores as boyfr.
haha.
<3

who's dawn tan and tan tan?!
somebody tell me please?

anw, i don't feel like blogging nowadays, i dno why.
/:

hey bestfr, hope you'll feel better soon.
loves. (:

2007-06-03T10:44:00.000+08:00

can somebody tell me who's tan t at th truefriend test scoreboard?
o.O
this person seems t know me pretty well leh. o.O

anw, went t watch shrek3 ystd night w babybabybabybabybabybabybaby!!!
:D
baby, th way you first held my hand during ystd night, felt th same as how i felt when you first held my hand when our rship just started!
it feels so... amazing.
i love you, really.
my heart still pumps very fast and i get all nervous and butterflies when you held my hand.
<3

it's been scientifically proven that guys get attracted t what they see, but girls get attracted t what they hear.
mr faraz said that.

2007-06-01T20:58:00.000+08:00

what am i supposed t say?
i really dno.
bye people, i'm dead.

2007-06-01T15:35:00.000+08:00

super emo tday after school.
went back home alone 'cus bombom was alr home when i just finish school, and i don't wna trouble him so told him not t send me back.
end of story.

{edits}
g and do th truefriendstest okokok!
:D

babyboy's forgetting all about meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ):

an empty street, an empty house.
a hole inside my heart.

2007-05-31T16:13:00.000+08:00

reachd home, but gng soon again.
(:
gng ikea/IMM later w family.
didn't meet bombom tday. ):
and he's been replying my msgs late this whole day!
BOOOOOOOOS!!!
*frowns.

i wna g watch shrek 3!
shrek3shrek3shrek3!
i miss th donkeyyyyyyyyyyy.
):
anyone wna bring me g watch maaaaaaaaaaaaaa?
):

i'm feeling so downdowndown. ):[

WHY YOU BU LI WO ?
):

2007-05-29T18:54:00.000+08:00

finishd chinese o'lvl paper!
POOOOOF!
a burden off my mind man!
th paper is like pretty easy huh.
but no confidence of getting good grades.
:p
and i'm like suay la, early in th morning fever.
= ="

anw, that day after o'lvl paper, went out w babyboy!
:D
yay, funfunfun day!
:D
went t sengkang cus he wna take double deck bus.
haha.
then walkwalk awhile, took bus t j8.
wantd t watch movie.
but machiam only got pirates of th carribean.
= ="
so walkwalk there again.
then g home le.
(:

bombom meet me at interchange tday!
:D
haha, so happy can.
:p
cus someone prank calld&sms-ed me ystd.
o.O
but whatever la, not really botherd about it also.

HEY PEOPLE, I NEED YOUR COMMENTS.
x:
tell me if my fringe put sideways or like last time better lehhhhhhhhhh.
i'm still pondering over it.
):

i love babyboy.
:D

i'm starting t doubt you.

sighs.

2007-05-23T20:41:00.000+08:00

hey people my wish came true because i got married at th age of 16 because my boyfr proposed t me at a age of 15(because his birthday is in oct) through sms without a diamond ring and a bouquet of flowers and didn't kneel down t propose and this is definitely very not romantic but i can feel th love which is alr enough and i think this is really crazy because we're gng t th ROM tmr straight after school w our parents and we're really getting married.

i think you should try saying that whole sentence because there's no punctuation because my mood is really high now and th above are true except th ROM part and i don't think he's serious anw haha just t make me happy i guess oh well maybe you people can also try saying out that whole paragraph above and continue reading this chunk without stopping and i think i will see you lying there breathless and dying but if you alr had tried reading it out without stopping then i'm so sorry and too bad byebye people.

OK, TOTAL MADNESS. HAHA.

2007-05-23T18:24:00.000+08:00

you are fine, you're sweet, but i'm still a bit naive w my heart.
when you're close, i don't breath, i can't find th words t speak, & i feel sparks.
but i don't wna be into you if you're not looking for true love.
no, i don't wna start seeing you if i can't be your only one.
so tell me when it's not alright, when it's not ok.

will you try t make me feel better, will you say alright, will you say ok?
will you stick w me through whatever, or run away?
when you don't call, i dno if i should pick up th phone every time.
i'm not like all my friends who keep calling up th boys, i'm so shy.

but i don't wna be into you if you don't treat me th right way.
see, i can only start seeing you if you can make my heart feel safe.
let me know if it's gna be you, boy, you've got some things t prove.
let me know that you'll keep me safe.
i don't want you t run away.
so let me know that you'll call on time.
let me know that you won't be shy.
will you wipe my tears away, will you hold me closer?

2007-05-23T17:53:00.000+08:00

thanks bestfr, for helping me make my blogskin.
but i edited some. (:
thanks anw :D

sorry baby, for making you tear.
sorry baby, i know i've changed into another kind of girl.
but i promise you that i'll be back t my old self soon.

we used t be so sweet, spending every possible seconds tgt.
holding hands, walking along th road, be it in th rain or th damn sunny sun, or just another breezy day.

there's so many memories of us, even though our rship is only 102days old.
th thought of you leaving me, and th memories we used t share, makes me tear uncontrollably.
all th promises, all th hugs&kisses do mean a lot t me.

i really thought that we'd end last night.
but thank goodness, we didn't.
i'm glad, that this rship is given a second chance.
and i'm sorry for throwing such a terrible tanturm.

i really hope we'd last forever.
sorry for all th hurtful things i've done t you.
i'll change, i really will.

i love you, and i'm really sorry.

2007-05-21T19:29:00.000+08:00

our first photo taken tgt, on our hundredth day!
:D

2007-05-20T21:18:00.000+08:00

happy birthday t bestfr tmr! (:
& as usual, my presents for you will be late.
haha!

& happy 100th day t me&bombom tmr!
whee~ late presents again.
x:

mother tongue intensive starts tmr.
boos.
which means i'll see lesser of bombom outside my class alr.
BOOBOOBOO.
):

i can't wait for 'o' lvls mother tongue paper t be over.
it'd be a small burden off my mind.
and bombom will bring me t th yishun's bottle tree there!
WHEE!
:D

2007-05-18T21:41:00.000+08:00

it's totally a super slacky day in school tday.
all th way free periods can.
like waste of time.

love can be peculiar thing.
at times, it makes you feel as if you're floating five feets above th ground.
at other times, it can plunge you into th deepest depths of despair.

2007-05-16T16:32:00.000+08:00

baby can't play his comp games & use th comp for 8days, starting from ystd!
haha!
and i can't sign in t msn for eight days too.
boooo.
but he can't play his game, which is my boyfr-stealerrrrrrrrrrrr!
WHEEEEEEEEE!

twinny gave me a princess genevieve!
haha!
i love you la twinny!
^^

I PASS MY ENGLISH.
like WOOHOO!
when i heard tchers saying 'there's very very few passes', i thought i confirm F-A-I-L.
but i P-A-S-S sia!
like so cool can.
th rest... f9 ba?
x:

anw, please don't sms/contact me.
mdm xxx confiscated my phone.
like baaaaaaaaaaa!
>.>

baby's been so sweet nowadays can!
:D

i forgow what i wna blog about.
x:

anw, just a random question.
tell me what you think you'd do at my tagboard ok!
:D
here goes:
what if your bestfr fell for your boyfr and you love your boyfr a lot a lot?
and she confessed t your boyfr.
what will YOU do?

huiqi is a happy happy girl!
:D

mother tongue intensive starting next week.
boooos.
i miss my babyboy.
):

2007-05-11T18:45:00.001+08:00

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are passionate, romantic, and emotional.You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it.You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out.
Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable.Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there.You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.

What's" the Part of You That No One Sees?

You Are a Candy Heart

You're definitely a pro when it comes to romance - and you have great dating etiquette.
Plus you probably smell and taste pretty darn good.

Are You a Candy Heart or a Candy Fart?

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart.
While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are You Immature?

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofseducerareyouquiz/">What Kind of Seducer Are You?

You Are Pretty Logical

You're a bit of a wizard when it comes to logicWhile you don't have perfect logic, you logic is pretty darn goodKeep at it - you've got a lot of natural talent in this area!

http://www.blogthings.com/howlogicalareyouquiz/">How Logical Are You?

like cool can, i'm logical ok! *evil laughs*

You Are a Sensitive Kisser

For you, kissing is a way to connect
And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy
It may take you a while to kiss someone...
But when you do, it's total fireworks

What's" Your Kissing Style?

You Are 84% Pure

You're so innocent, it's almost like you're not human.Taking this test is probably the naughtiest thing you've done in a while!

http://www.blogthings.com/howpureareyouquiz/">How Pure Are You?

2007-05-11T18:45:00.000+08:00

2007-05-11T09:46:00.000+08:00

maybe no one can understand why i'm treating you that way sometimes.
but, who knows how i'm feeling inside of me?
there's so many reasons for you t leave me.
you never lack of admirers/girls.
and i'm just some girl whom you can find easily on th streets.
so ordinary¬hing special.
i just felt that, sometimes you don't appreciate th things i did for you.
just like ystd... -sighs.
i know it's not your fault.
but it's my first time.
you understand what i mean?
maybe you dno how i felt, but i felt terrible inside.
maybe that's why i threw tantrums sometimes.
i'm sorry.
for being so unreasonable sometimes.
i'm sorry.
-------------------------------------------------
i'm so not gna stay home tday.
if i stay home for th whole day tday, i'd g crazy.
PEOPLE UPSTAIRS ARE LIKE RENOVATING THEIR HOUSE AT LIKE 9.56 AM!
king-king-konging & grrrrrrrrrrr~~~~ away.
*SCREAMS.

anw, happy third month t me&bombom! (:

2007-05-10T21:31:00.001+08:00

th special gift that bestfr gave me.

th celebration of my bday during th night:

and she brought me t take th petrifying ferris wheel ride!

th view. *trembles*

excited&scared. x:

soon, it became scared&bored. = ="

then we went t play th stupid worm roller coaster that sent me screaming my lungs off! baaaaaaaaa. x.x
-----------------------------------------------
th morning part:

bestfr&boyfr brought this bday cake t my house staircase and gave a bday surprise! :D

and, PIAK! th cream landed on my bombom's nose. *evil laughs*

2007-05-10T20:47:00.000+08:00

he's sick, sick, sick. ):
fever&flu.
boooooooo!
babyboy, must faster faster faster get well and play w meeeeeeeeeeeee ok? ):

didn't know that there's chinese listening compre tday until bestfr reminded me.
:p
woke up and calld bombom, and woke him up.
haha.
went t admiralty mac t have breakfast 'cus i want th princess genevieve.
but in th end leh?
NO MORE PRINCESS GENEVIEVE.
BOOOS.
BUT HOR!
in th end when we're eating, we saw a girl holding it leh!!!
*screams*

so whatever la. ):
we walkd me back t school hand in hand *beams* and he went home.

th rest shall be remained untold.
x:

sorry bestfr, i know you meant well.
but you know, i'm always that unreasonable.
even though i'm th one who's at fault, i still sometimes hope you'd kinda side me, when i'm alr feeling so upset about it.
but still, sorry. (:
i love you, bestfr.

2007-05-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

i dropped my phone three times tday.
T_T
and, it's now not working alr, th whole screen just blank out.
hahas.
it can still vibrate when people call.
hahas.
like so cool can.
:p

anw, TDAY'S MY LAST PAPER.
HOHOHO.
went t junction8 t watch {edits}~~superman3~~ spiderman3 {/edits} and walk walk.
t find my bday present that papa&mama gimme money t buy for myself de.
:D
in th end, can't really find anything.
wanted t buy some frog frog things at th action city&mini toons de.
but wanted t watch movie liao then buy.
i got t eat my TORI-Q!!!
:D

& you know those machine that you put inside, then you turn th knob then th toy will drop out?
yeaaa, baby bought me one of th toys tday again.
:D
this time it's a 'chop'.
damn cool luhs.
can turn one.
a 2-in-1 chop.
:D

i'm happy.
(:
will upload my presents photo another day.
lazyyy :p

thanks babyboy, for accompanying me tday.
and giving in t 'th unreasonable me' tday 'cus i'm your bday girl tday, and you cannot bully meeeeee tday!
*evil laughs*
still, thank you&i love you.

2007-05-08T20:43:00.000+08:00

I'M FINALLY SIXTEEEEEEEEEEEN!!!
:D

i had a VERY happy birthday this morning.
bestfr&bombom came t my house downstairs early in th morning w a bday cake.
hahas, that's like so sweet can. (:

thanks bestfr for th sweet gift. :D
and thanks xiaolaopo, hazelnut, black rabbit, wei xiong and daryl for th bigbig octopus.
hahas.
thanks bombom for th card&necklace.
thanks twinny for th very special birthday letter& 'twinny unreasonable card'!
thanks ms wong for th lizard.
hahas.
btw hor, i realised that all my presents are in pink.
x:
and thanks everyone who wishd me a happy birthday :D

playd ferris wheel&coaster w bestfr just now, at th UK fair.
whee, i screamd my lungs off on that stupid worm.
hahas.
and i was so jelly-ish on th ferris wheel.
hahahs.

bombom didn't accompanied me.
but i had bestfr. (:
bombom just came t th library t pass me th present.
then he went home.
his mother didn't allow him t come out.
but...
sighs, nvm, i'm being so unreasonable inside me.

i cried on th way back home alone just now.
for th first time i cried alone back home.
i feel so... pathetic.
can you understand/feel th pain i had in me?
who would believe that this kind of thing would even happen.
sighs, i know, i know, i'm being unreasonable&ridiculous here.
maybe t you, it's just a birthday, no big deal.
but t me, birthdays are big deal.
every little thing you do, caused me tremendous scars. (familiar sentence, bestfr?)

this is th first time i cried on my birthday.
tears would just come naturally whenever people say, "eh? you boyfr leh? why he's not w you on your birthday?".

2007-05-07T14:59:00.000+08:00

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
GUESS WHAT?
IT'S MY SWEEEEEEEEEEET SIXTEEN TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
YIPPEE YA YA YIPPEE YIPPEE YA, YIPPEE YA YA YIPPEE YIPPEE YAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

SING ME A HAPPY BITRTHDAY SONG, OKAY OKAY OKAY?
:D

2007-05-06T15:26:00.000+08:00

maybe i just don't understand what's in your mind.
maybe my jealous&over-sensivity(?) is acting up again.
i dno.
but th way you walked away... ...
sighs*
----------------------------------
family day tday! (:

2007-05-03T16:18:00.001+08:00

when i wantd t meet you so much, you can sometimes just tell me that you're lazy or don't feel like gng out.
actually, tday isn't th first time.
sometimes i felt that it's just so tiring t always ask you if we're meeting or not.
you made me feel like all along i'm th one forcing you t come and meet me.
am i th one who is thinking too much or what?
can you tell me?
i felt like i'm th only one who is 'forcing' this rship t move on.
bigbig sighs*
if there were t be any changes in me, th reason is you.

supposed t have an appointment at kk hospital tday.
anw, congrats t bombom's sister who gave birth tday (:

2007-05-02T21:36:00.000+08:00

i have changed?
have i changed?
/:
i'm just so not myself these days.
i dno why.
i just find myself being so unreasonable w you nowadays.
i don't wna show it out/tell you, 'cus i know it's ridiculous&unreasonable.
i fought w myself in my heart.
and maybe that's why, i've been acting weirdly nowadays.
you dno who's th real me.
'cus i'm just always not myself.
(:

2007-05-02T15:35:00.000+08:00

english exam tday.
yea, i'm so gna flunk it.
i think i'm hopeless in english alr la.
i wonder how i got an A for english in my PSLE.
LOLS.

i'm so not in a good mood nowadays.
don't ask me why.
i don't wish t say (:

time is passing by so quickly.
i don't want my secondary school life t end so quickly.
):

boo boo boo.
been feeling so emo nowadays.
been acting so emo-ly towards boyfr nowadays.
i'm sorry.
but please don't doubt my love for you.

2007-04-30T21:41:00.000+08:00

I WNA G PLAY EURO WHEEL!!!
I WANT I WANT I WANT!!!
WHO WNA BRING MEEEEEEE GO?
:D
beware: i might scream my head off up there. i have "height phoebia" (i forgot what's that called. something aero one?).

anw, i think people are being stupid&lame&childish w th ACC thing.
like hello, it doesn't make a difference luhs.
grow up la, please.
how old are you guys alr?
some even sec5 liao lo.
tsk.
it just reflect on how ~~mature~~ you are.
>.>

2007-04-30T17:15:00.000+08:00

YAY YAY YAY!
imma happy girl!
know why?
'cus i finish giving out ALL my goody bags alr!
:D
it feels so good t give things t people i love.
(x
i feel so... bliss.
babyboy&twinny accompanied me t give th goody bags out.
hahas, i made th both of them so paiseh can.
HAHAS.
but i was so high!!!
:p

so anw, tday's a tiring day.
and i haven't finish my development!
*screams*

nevertheless, HUIQI'S STILL A HAPPY GIRL TDAY!!!

2007-04-28T22:30:00.000+08:00

if you're unhappy w whatever things i say in my blog, come and confront me straight.
no need t ask him t come and tell me.
you no mouth or what?
right.

just don't come and provoke me or people who i love&care. (esp when i didn't even do anything t you, or worse, don't even know you. you WILL look like a clown.)
'cus i won't tolerate those bullshits.

2007-04-28T21:47:00.000+08:00

met babyboy at interchange tday.
'cus there's no tuition for me tday!!!
:D
whee~
wna g sembawang shopping centre t buy his uniform, and th giant there t buy my goody-bag stuffs.
BUT!
TO OUR HORROR, TH WHOLE BUILDING IS "CHI-BA-BOM" alr!!!
0.0!
then we bus-ed back t woodlands town t buy my goody bag sweets.
it all totalled up t be $25+.
and i askd daddy t pay for me!
and i askd mama t gimme $10 ystd t buy!
AHAHS.
:p
babyboy accompanied me t buy, choose and carry.
hehes.
even though he don't like th idea of me giving out goody bags, he still helpd me. :D
i'm so touchd, please.
^^

babyboy treats me so good tday.
hahas.

i just finishd making all th goody bag things.
and i decided t give them out on monday.
though my birthday is on eighth may (haha).
'cus i don't feel like giving them on exam days.
it's like so sian can.
everyone's like so stressd then i give out goody bags, like a bit kuku ah.
so ya!
:D

anw, bestfr, through this whole thing, at least you know who are th hypocrites alr.
who are th backstabbers and who are th ones who are worthy of our love.
so, ignore those who you think aren't good enough t be your friend.
i swear, i will stay by you forever (:
unlike people who keep changing their bestfr(s) huh.
we'll last forever.
we might quarrel and all.
but which pair/group of bestfr(s) don't quarrel?
quarrels do th rship good sometimes too.
it makes our bond grow stronger.
(:
we'll be forever, i assure you.

2007-04-27T22:11:00.000+08:00

tday made me realise how much i love my friends&bestfr.
and who are th ones who care about meeeeeee!
:D
hor, twinny?
hehe.
and who are th ones who are th bitches and things.
i mean grow up la, bitches.
aiyeeer.

anw, went for detention tday w bombom.
and omg, sofina askd me something about blog thing.
oooh~
lols, having another friend is better than having another enemy huh. (:

and bestfr, don't give up on life.
they aren't worth it.
you still have people who love you.
they might not say/express it out.
but trust me, there are people who love you.
LIKE ME! :D
some people hate you, but some people love you!
life's like that.
it's not possible t be having everyone loving you.
even celebrities/whoever have people hating/disliking them.
so cheer up, okay okay okay? ^^
everything's gna be fine soon. (:

i love you, my friends.
i love you, my babyboy.
*one bigbig kiss&hug from me t you! :D

development&decision making by monday!!!
*screams.

2007-04-25T21:12:00.000+08:00

back from seoul garden!
:D
had so much fun.
hahas.
i chose th food for bombom and cookd for him.
and he chose&cookd mine.
hahas.
took ALOT for him.
:p
and his sausage taste so eewww can.
x.x

arghs, fatfatfat!!!
):
hula-hooooooooooooop!
sianssssssssssss.

gotta g d my f&n alr!
dateline is tmr!
boooooooos.
and i'm still halfway through only.
):
i'm starting t hate f&n coursework.

you're th one who kept making me jealous by saying those things.

what am i even t you, when by just hearing her voice, your heart melts.

2007-04-23T17:11:00.001+08:00

omfg, tday is such a embarrassing day!!!
T_T
i don't feel like taking bus anymore.
):
aaahhhhhhhhhh!

i'm extremely tired in school tday.
i'm feeling so gonggong now can.
o.o

bombom's sleeping now.
couldn't contact him.
'cus his modem is confiscated and my phone is confiscated by daddy.
):

GOODLUCK FOR YOUR SYF TMR, BESTFR!
ALL TH BEST&REMEMBER THAT I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.
(:

yay, seoul garden for dinner w gor&girlfr and bombom on wednesday!
:D

i've learnt th proper pronounciation for vegetables and wednesday tday!
:D
it's not veg-gie-table.
it's vegtable.
it's not wed-nes-day.
it's wedsday.
see? i got pay attention during english lesson one okayes!
:p

i feel like cutting my hair short.
probably concave?
/:
but i think my parents will kill me if i do.
):
and maybe bombom will too.
HAHAS.
maybe he just won't talk t me.
lols.

2007-04-22T22:10:00.000+08:00

nothing t blog about.
wasn't really home during this weekend.

& i'm soooooooooo addicted t playing bombom's psp!
ROFL.
i wna buy one tooooooooooooo!
:D
th pink one th pink one!!!

yeaaaaaaaaaaa, my birthday is coming!
i'm gna be sixteen sooooooon!
which also means that exams are coming.
= ="

anw, i slept at 2:30 am ystd night.
'cus i was playing bombom's psp!
LOLS.
and i woke up at 7.30am.
):
went out w family.
then town w gor&girlfr and bombom.
then dinner at bombom's restaurant, sakae!
it's his restaurant 'cus there's full of froggy pictures in there.
LOLS.
and bombom's my toady!
ok, maybe it's his friend/relative's restaurant.
lame, i know.
:p
trained home w bombom, gor&girlfr went t other place t buy something.
my leg was hurting, that's why bombom&i went back first.
he sent me home.

baby:
omg, i've got no more courage alr la!
it took me ALL OF MY courage can!
and you still keep on li-siaoing me ):
bleah.
don't friend you then you know.
:p
i love you(:

2007-04-19T21:03:00.000+08:00

i feel like an idiot.
such a fool.
baby, you know why, don't you.
sighs-

i passed my physics, b3, and my chemistry, c5.
:D
i didn't study much for my chemistry.
hazelnut topped th class.
jiayoujiayou!
(:

nothing much tday.

2007-04-18T16:59:00.000+08:00

bestfr:
jiayou for your coming SYF okayes!
don't stress yourself out ah.
just give it your best shot, and th rest is up t god!
(:
i'll give you my fullest support.

twinny:
why you never come school tday!!!
):

2007-04-16T15:27:00.000+08:00

bombom accompanied me t make my ez-link card ystd.
^^
& omg omg omg omg omg omg omg, _________________.
baaaaaaaaa!
i'm not sayinggggggggggggg!~
hohoho!
*butterflies in my stomach* (x
-sweeeeeeets <3

now save money for twinny's present, then sharon's, then bestfr.
baaaaaaa!
stupid ez-link card wasted half of my own savings!
):

2007-04-14T12:43:00.000+08:00

yeaaaa, god loves me!
know why?
'cus bombom can't g out his friends!
:p
last time also like that, at first gng, then in th end god ps-ed.
hahas, god loves me more!
bombom has t g t th hospital t visit his popo, that's why.
hope his popo will get well soooon! *prays.

i hate th way i look.

& i hate th way i am.

i don't wna be me.

i dno who i really am.

sorry bestfr, if i had hurt you unknowingly.

i seriously have got no clue about it.

tuition at ahma house later.

gng alone.

bulls.

life's been up&down lately.

2007-04-13T17:27:00.000+08:00

what's even happening.
bullshits.
yes, i'm bringing all these upon myself.

how am i supposed t believe that it's a lie, when you sounded so convincing and true ystd?
you kept me wondering about it all day long.

f&n SA coursework B tday.
i totally dno what's it's all about.
i'm probably gna flunk it anw.

i lost my ez-link card ystd afternoon, and i just realised it this morning.
= ="
how nice.
when i finally save money, i've t spend my savings on that stupid thing.

fuckfuckfuck, i feel like killing somebody.

bombom's gng pool w his friends, and then ktv w her her her and her friends!
kill meeeeeeeeeeeee.
baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.!
>.<

2007-04-11T20:58:00.000+08:00

me&bombom's lailai!

& this is lailai's pet :D

http://www.neopets.com/search.phtml?selected_type=pet&string=laiIai

2007-04-11T19:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SECOND MONTH T ME&BOMBOM!
:D
loves loves!
^^

on our second month, i had physics test&english oral tday.
= ="
thus, we didn't went and have a sweet date.
):

we went t civic library after my oral.
= ="
did my math, taught him physics, and made notes for him.
(:
quick, say that i'm a good girlfr!
LOLS.
he did a lil' of math for me too.
hehehes.

then he sent me home after that.
i wna watch meet th robinsons!!!
):
but like no time.
):

i wna buy a pretty pretty shoulder bag (haven't found it yet), a nice cap (probably), my first pair of heels (must learn!!!), necklace (haven't found one that i like), APPLE'S PRESENT and many many new clothes!

2007-04-08T19:47:00.000+08:00

went t xiaoyi's house for math.
was feeling dizzy.
so stopped, and xiaoyi brought me, mummy&junyi t yishun safra t shop.
:D
mummy&xiaoyi bought me 2 tops, 1 jacket, 1 pair of slippers, and one long jeans.
:D

daddy&mummy know about bombom alr.
(: / ): ?
i dno too.

2007-04-07T12:18:00.000+08:00

i'm back from blood test.
):
i'm like so totally freakd out that i kept on laughing non-stop.
\:
th doc said that my blood is okayes.
so dno why i get those giddiness.
so, she gave me a letter t th hospital.
i'm like wah lau, got so serious ma.
= ="
so i like sufferd th pain for nothing!

daddy kept forcing me t eat ALOT these days.
even though my report says that my blood is ok, daddy is still making me eat veggies and everything that i don't like!
):

my lips is bleeding.
baaaaaaaaa.

i miss bombom so much ):

2007-04-06T10:51:00.000+08:00

baaaaaa, anyone wna g out w meeeeeeee?
):
bombom's gng town w his friends.
bestfr's gng ms grace house.
mama's out w ahma.
I'M GNA ROT T DEATH AT HOME!!!!!!!!!
any kind souls wna accompany meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?
):

[edits]
bombom didn't g t town w his friends!
trip cancelld.
so we went out tgt instead.
:D
met at interchange.
took bus168 t th tampines ikea/courts/giant there.
went t giant, then t courts then t ikea.
when we were about t leave, gorgor calld.
he reachd ikea alr.
met up.
bombom's like gng crazy.
LOLS :p
we went t tampines mall.
split ways w gorgor.
wantd t watch movie.
but th queue is like so damn fcuking long can!
went t cheers, and saw gorgor there.
o.o"
lols, gorgor&girlfr gng east coast.
so they left first.
and blahblahblah things happend.
x:
went back t causeway.
da-bao my mac, bobo sent me home.
and i went t take my specs&lens casing&solution for him.
he's waiting for me at th stairs there.
got found out by mama!
and told her we were just friends.
:p

wantd t take neoprints tday!
but no time.
/:

and omg.
omg omg omg.
x:
keeping it all t myself!
:p
it's all like a sweet&beautiful dream t me.

2007-04-05T09:35:00.000+08:00

tell me why i am feeling this way again.
that kind of sour sour thing is coming up t me again.
fcuk it.
i hate it.
and i hate heartaches too.

daddy&mummy came t fetch me from school at 10+ 'cus i wasn't feeling well.
bombom went back too, he's got sore eyes.
was feeling damn terrible during chinese&geog lesson.
baaaa!
bestfr went home too.
o.o"

went t eat, then homed.
then sleep.
slept till 3pm.
then see doc.
and damnit!!!
th doc says i look pale and i don't seems t have enough blooddddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!
T_T
askd me t g back on saturday for blood test!
*SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMS*
not enough blood alr still keep on withdrawing blood from me.
= ="

night study after that.
i can see that bombom's been giving in t me alot these days.
i love you.
thank you, bombom.
for everything that you've done.

2007-04-05T09:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SWEEET SIXTEEN, TWINNY!!!
i really wonder why i'm born a month after you.
:p

2007-04-04T18:57:00.000+08:00

ऋ-wo de ma.. says:
boboLOVEbebe
toadyLOVEturtle
bombomLOVEfatty
laigengyeLOVElaiqihui

ऋ-wo de ma.. says:
i scare one there euu wun stick any more..=(
day**
♡ 53 days and still counting on forever (: says:
i scared one day you don't let me stick
):
ऋ-wo de ma.. says:
wun...sign By:laigengye , toady , bobo . bombom .khewyegeng . ragen .babyboy =)
♡ 53 days and still counting on forever (: says:
i will stick w you forever! swore by: laiqihui, tortoise, bebe, fatty, zhenghuiqi, babygirl, chouchou. *thumbprints

*awwws, melts.

2007-04-04T18:30:00.000+08:00

photo-taking tday.
omfg luhs.
first formal shot: was looking at bestfr, and she made me laugh.
second formal shot: never smile. :
first funshot: smilessssssssssss.
second funshot: cover face. coincidence.
th cameraman so fast la!
= ="

so anw.
school sucks tday can!
i was having flu th whole day!
so xinku!
then slight fever.
then dizzy.
i'm like almost dying liao.
):
& twinny helpd me carry my bag during recess!
^^

after school, bombom waitd for me outside my class.
went mama shop, buy things for alif, hanafi, amirah&sharon, bombom and myself!
ahahas.
went back t school tgt, then slackd outside class until his oral time.
slept during remedial, really cannot tahan my runny nose&sneezes.
):
then bombom calld, he finishd his oral liao, then he send me back home.
:D
and and and!
something something something*
ahahhas.
ahhhh, ahahas, keeping it t myself.
:p

bombom's doubly sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet tday!
:p
omg, i loveeeeeeeeeeee him!!!!!!
baaaaaaaaaa!
can you see that my eyes became heart-shaped?
ahahas.

tight schedule tmr.
after school got chemistry remedial, then f&n at lab, then night study.
SCREAMSSSSSSSSSSSSSS*

bestfr, cheer up okayes.
it's not th end of th world.
maybe he's just not th one for you.
don't be like last night alr okayes, you really scared me.
i promise, i'll be there, for you.

2007-04-02T20:52:00.000+08:00

chinese oral tday.
i talkd in english for th conversation part!
LOLS.
was too nervous&stuffs ma, then just blabberd things out in english.
:p

bombom came&fetch me.
:D
bus-ed home.
jammd at my house downstairs there.
for quite long.
then instead of dropping me at my house's downstair's bus stop, it droppd us at woodgrove there.
why?
we wna know too.
so we two kpo kpo g under my house there&seesee.
ahahs.
SERIOUS ACCIDENT MAN!
three buses lang-ga.
hahas.

stayd and tried t figure out how it happend then left, and he sent me back home.
^^
loveeeeeeeeeeeees.

bombom's so sweeeeeeeeeeet tday leh.
first time write letter t me.
first time write testi for me.
first time being so crazy tgt.
ahhas.
there's so many first times tday!
baaaaaaaaaa!

anw, some girls went t bombom&askd for his number leh!!!
):<
my boyfr leh!
:p

-sweeeeeeeeeeeeets.
^^

2007-04-01T18:26:00.000+08:00

mama don't allow me t g out w bestfr.
say what want me t follow her.
like o.0?
went t bukit panjang plaza w mama, xiaoyi, junkai&yi.
bought bday cake.
bombom wishd my mama happy birthday on th phone.
HAHAHAS.

went back t ahma house.
slackd&chat on th phone w bombom.
cut cake.
and it suddenly dawnd onto me that i haven't help papa buy present for mama.
ba-gart hao w papa t let me g cwp buy present, and tell mama that i went t library.

bombom accompanied me.
went t cwp.
made bombom g into charles&keith w me, and askd th salesperson for help.
:p
went bangawang solo buy mango cake.
then made him pei me g in mac and take away food w me.
ROFL.
i'm so, so, so gna stick myself t you.
you're so dead!
evil laughs*

he sent me home after that.
:D
gng cafe cartel for dinner later!
(:

2007-03-31T16:46:00.000+08:00

i woke up panting at around 7+am.
went back t sleeeeeep.
bombom woke me up.
he came my house void deck fetch meeeeeeeeeee!
beamsssssssssss*
he waitd for me for very long.
:p

went t school; i went t find mdm aishah, he waitd outside.
after that we went t watch mr bean!
couldn't g shop, cus whenever i walkd too much, my head will turn dizzyyyyyyyyy~~~~~
= ="
slept through some parts of th movie, too tired laaaaaaaaaa.

omg, bombom, how come we always see her whenever we're tgt sia?
omg, she must be cursing&swearing behind my back.
ahahs.

and omg, i love babyboy so much.
i've grew sooo attachd t him.
loveeeeeeeees -

j8 w bestfr tmr.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY T MAMA TMR!
:D
& HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY.
D:

2007-03-30T15:55:00.000+08:00

went t night study w bombom last night.
he insisted on gng w me even though he's sick ):
bestfr didn't come cus she's got tuition at home.
anw, went t eat porridge at 888 w bombom then went t school tgt (:
*sweeeets* xp

sat at th table beside singning&shirley.
cus remus they all took our table = ="
opposite us were well, urhs, his friends.
nt ones.

we studied leh!
taught him math also!
:D
trigonometry.
he made me drink LOTSA water too ):
shared th honey drink i made for him, and plain water that i went t refill.
he brought my yellowbearbear!
smells so different alr!
ahahs.

omg,ilovebabyboysomuch.

anw, someone kept staring at us.
felt like so uneasy can.
/:

were released early.
had headaches ):
he accompanied me g cwp t buy batteries for my calculator.
and helpd me change too.
heeeees.
sent me home after that.
daddy fetched me at th lift there.
(:
thanks babyboy, for sending me home even though you're not feeling well too.
):
i don't like it when you're sick.
get well soon okayes.

该死的温柔 ; nice song!

---------------------------------------------------

woke up feeling all sick.
headaches then dizzy, then stomach cramps, then out of breath, then fever.
shits.
whelan made me cry ):
felt so sick alr, still keep making me ):
had math test, th later part of th paper, couldn't make it.
toooooooooo dizzy.
s.s
went home, daddy fetchd.

had t write down my name&stuffs at th "permission for students t leave early" book.
my name was below bombom's!
LOLS.
just that got one person in between.
):
he playd cheat, ps me.
left earlier than me.
he's got fever too ):
tcher made him g home.
rest well okayes! (:

mdm aishah just called!
wants me t g t school tmr, 10am.
for my f&n development.
BOOOOOS.

bombom said i'mma goodgirl tday!!!
:D

2007-03-29T16:05:00.000+08:00

woke up early, went t civic mac cus i wna buy breakfast for my sick baby boy.
btu haven't open yet!
i went in, then th aunty say 7am then ready!
*embarrassed*
meet him under his house void deck, thne went coffeeshop buy breakfast for him.
th aunty super good can.
specially-prepared-sandwich.
went t his house void deck, t sit&let him eat th stuffs&medicine.
school.
in th end, babyboy still went home early.
sick ):

met him at his house void deck after school.
helpd me carry my bag even though he's sick ):
went t dno what block's void deck, sat down.
passed him my f&n practical salad&seafood spaghetti.
i cooked th spaghetti and bernie prepared t salad.
he said my spaghetti looks scary!
ahahs.
he didn't try ):
no utensils.
):

rained.
walkd me t th 962 bus stop.
he used xxx's book t cover my head, when he's th one who's sick!
cus you're th sweeeeeetest thing in my life, ever.
^^ :p

anw, daddy said that my spaghetti is NICE!
*beamsssssss*
he say first time i cook nice food.
= ="

outs ; night study w bombom-

2007-03-28T17:05:00.000+08:00

BIG BIG SIGHS.

i'm a lousy friend.
i'm a lousy girlfr.
i suck.
i should die.

i'm beginning t hate myself.

2007-03-27T17:03:00.001+08:00

th game that i've been playing lately.
ahhas.
bombom=toady=babyboy=gengye!
:D

2007-03-27T16:33:00.000+08:00

everything isn't gng on right.
i dno why, but i kept quarrelling w my loved ones.
i hate it.
i dno what's wrong w me.
i know i suck.

sorry bestfr.
sorry babyboy.

2007-03-26T17:01:00.000+08:00

suddenly everything between us seems t be unsolved.
i thought we were getting along, better.
that's what i thought.
but not what you thought, i guess.
i dno what's in your mind.
maybe we shouldn't even meet up tday.
maybe if we didn't, all these might not even be happening.
but, whatever it is, i wna let you know, that i want us t last forever, happily.

basically, tday sucks bigtime.

2007-03-25T21:41:00.000+08:00

hahaha, super biantai&cute&funny can!
:p

woke up at 8am, t wake bombom up.
gave him ELEVEN missd calls man!!!
what pig.
:p
i wonder why i'm becoming so patient man.
a while after i gave up, he calld back.
chattd for awhile, then i went back t t sleep until 11plus.
went t have breakfast w gorgor.
then went home, bathd, went t xiaoyi's house for math tuition w mama.
JUNYI IS SO CUTEEEEEEEEEE!
then went t cut hair.
):
SHORT FRINGE!!!
not much difference at th back ):
then t admiralty, mama wna g bank.
then civic, bank again.
then causeway.
then homed, bathd.
family dinner.
homed.
:D

i miss my babyboy so much!!!
):

2007-03-24T21:01:00.000+08:00

my bombom!
:D

went t have lunch w bestfr at civic mac.
:D
after that went t town w bombom&minhao.
bombom&minhao went t shop on their own.
then bestfr and i went t look for her shoe, then her tube bra, and her green dress.
(:
after that met up w them alr, went t lucky plaza mac.
then went t cine.
wanted t watch movie but th timing all very late.
wna g back t cwp t watch.
trained back.
went t pasta mania.
they ate.
i was dizzy&out of breathe.
):
bombom&minhao sent me back home.
(:
i love bombom.
(x

sorry for making th later part of th day so lousy.
sorry.
):

thanks bombom, for trying t make th atmosphere not so tense.
for showing concern.
for bothering t meet us and g town.
thanks for everything you did.
(:
i love you.

2007-03-23T21:28:00.000+08:00

my ugly sides:

super tired pair of eyes.

uglier pictures of me at bestfr's blog.
baaaaaaaaaaaa.

i'm so frustrated now.
):
quarrelled w my mother.
father maligned me.
baby boy gone t his friend's birthday party ):
he said he's not gng de lo...........
):

had f&n practical tday.
creamy mushroom soup, orange souffle and fried macaroni.
th creamy soup isn't creamy.
/:
but my fav dish is th soup thou'.
second is th macaroni.
super nice can.
thanks t my ever-so-best partner, BERNIE!
:D

bombom came and fetch me from comp lab after school.
:D
i went home t take file and went t causeway t photocopy th notes in th file.
walked.
met some scary incident.
went t civic mac, he had his lunch.
i sat there.
talkd.
blah.
went t collect my photocopied notes.
went t kiddy palace t find jie.
dno why la, but jie keep getting suan-ed by bombom.
LOLS.
like so funny can.
homed.

i miss baby boy so so much.
hai.

2007-03-22T20:06:00.000+08:00

baby boy, can you tell me what's happening?
please?
i was stil telling carol just now that i think that we're both getting much much better.
but now, i dno what happen.
you look upset.
tell me what had i done.
please.

mdm aishah told me that she's my mentor!!! !!!
T_T
baaaaaaaaaaa!
she tell me that i'm like her adopted daughter.
:

so anw, bestfr had her napfa tday.
and i had chemistry remedial.
i finishd earlier.
but had t wait for her.
it's so hot and boring there.
like so crowded lo.
then i askd bombom who's at th coffeeshop t come in school.
AND HE CAME.
he came and accompanied me until bestfr can g.
:D
so happy can!
^^
before this, he told me that he wna come my class find me.
but in th end he's releasd late, and i had no time le.

homed.
then bombom called me.
and i realised that i forgot all about gng t kiddy palace t find pengshan jie!
then he asked me t g now and he will pei me g.
:D
bathd and out!
:D
went t find jie, gave her back th f&n file and she lent me combined humanities files again.
playd.
joked.
and we saw joel, terrance and friends.
/:

i'm really, really glad.
glad that i can see that our rship is getting better.
glad that you will take th initiative.
glad that you're mine.

2007-03-21T18:29:00.000+08:00

ऋ-Woot... says:
cause i dun wan euu to get sad or unhappy

*heart melts*

2007-03-21T18:08:00.000+08:00

ystd morning, met bombom at his house void deck.
then we went t somewhere near th mama shop there and sat.
talkd.
joked.
laughd.
^^
i thought we had t reach school at 8.25, and will only be considerd late at 8.30.
started walking t school at 8.24.
x:
when we reachd th gate, th security uncle told us that we were late.
i still thought he's joking.
:p
we walkd till th canteen there and we saw people standing outside office.
0.0
wantd t walk out and keep our phone first, but th prefect don't let!
then we saw his friend, and askd her t keep th phone for us.
seeing that there's nobody who saw us coming in t school late.
WE ESCAPED!
ROFL.
until th canteen toilet there.
stood there and sang national anthem.
then, ran away.
ahahs.
then at th stairs there we saw mr daniel.
bombom was calld.
dno what mr daniel said t him la, i made my way back t class.

i love baby boy so much (:

back in class, daryl, who was a few steps ahead of me, was late and caught!
ahaha!
:p

tday bombom sent me home.
:D
waitd for him outside his class for awhile 'cus i was releasd earlier than him!
AHAHAS.
so anw, we walkd t th 962 bus stop.
bhind us were richmond&berry.
saw th 962 bus gone by, so we changd t 912.
didn't alight at interchange.
all th way t woodgrove, alight.
went t fairprice and walked.
then went home.
he waitd for me outside my house while i went t find my biggest size p.e shirt for him.
he's having napfa.
after that, accompanied him t bus stop.
homed.
(:

my house's living room's furniture [except for th sofa] were all gone!
= ="
parents bought new tv and stuffs.
yeaa, new lcd plasma tv.
:D

sharon laopo, cry no more okayes?
everything's gna turn out just right.
forget about him and move on.
forget all about him and his stupid excuses.
he ain't worth your love&tears.
no matter what, i swear i will be there for you, and i'm so gna love you forever.
(:

2007-03-19T19:21:00.000+08:00

didn't g for english remedial.
was having flu th whole day.
>):
my ribs are hurting, my nose is runny, i feel feverish, i feel out of breath.
i felt like i'm dying.
went t ang mo kio for blood test for my thyroid again.
>)':
SUPER PAINFUL CAN.
sucks ):
yeaaa, my weight is lighter alrd.
^^

bombom wanted my yellowbearbear.
lent him.
and i'm missing my yellow bearbear alrd!
D:
but i miss bombom more.
):

2007-03-19T18:14:00.000+08:00

it's hurting me so deep, and you'll never know.

you said you won't let me cry.
but i'm alrd on th verge of crying.
you said you won't let me be upset.
but i alrd am upset.
you said you will trust me.
but i don't feel so that way anymore.

if you trust me, you won't even be affected/influenced by what people are saying.
how much do they know about me?
just, how much?

where's my sweet bombom?
where's th bombom of mine who will accompany me when i needed him?
where's th bombom of mine who wouldn't g and play his game when i asked him t accompany me?
where's th bombom of mine who will always sweetly ask me t be guaiguai when we're about t end our phonecall?
where's th bombom of mine who wouldn't be influenced by what others say?
where's th bombom of mine who never fails t make me smile?
where's th bombom of mine who is ever so sweet?
where's th bombom of mine who will never makes me cry?
where's my silly bombom?
where is my babyboy?
where is my toady?
WHERE???
)':
i love you, babyboy.
i love you, i really do... ...

2007-03-18T20:14:00.000+08:00

you said you told her that you like her.
i thought you were joking.
until you hung th phone.
you're hurting me so deep, baby boy.
很有心酸的感觉.

2007-03-18T18:54:00.000+08:00

damn, i forgot t blog about something ystd night.
DAMN BESTFR.
x:
she wore heels ystd.
and after some time, it hurt her feets.
and me, wearing flats, have t lend her mine.
AND, CAN YOU IMAGINE ME WEARING A PAIR OF HEELS?!
HELL NO!
= ="
i was walking like some i-dno-what-you-call-that ~~human~~.

and, i swear, i'm so so so gna learn how t walk NICELY in heels!
):
made me so embarrassed!
in front of bombom&minhao somemore.
and in th public!!!
T_T

anw, tday's sucha boring day can!
woke at 11plus!
and i was so scared last night that bombom had t pei me chat on th phone until SUPERDOOPER LATE.
3am, i think.
x:
and we had tuition tday.
lucky mine isn't that early.
:p

so ya, like super tired now cans!
):

thanks baby boy (:

i love you.

2007-03-17T21:02:00.000+08:00

because i know that i'll love you forever.

tday went t causeway w bestfr cus i need t g find pengshan jie t ask about my f&n.
went t walk walk, accompanied bestfr t have lunch at pasta mania.
went t find jie, asked&chatted.
left.
bombom called&asked where we were.
he said he's at "press tummy".
at first i was still wondering.
ahaha, then i know where le!
something between us!
LOLS.

he's w minhao too.
went t buy movie tickets ; th messenger.
couple seats for me&bestfr, bombom&minhao.
D:
walked around.
saw 2 joyce(s), zoe and phyllis.

went in t th theatre.
darn, th movie is dammit scary can!!!!!!!!
i wasn't watching half th movie.
:p
bombom&bestfr are so sweet can!
^^
i love them so much!!! ^^v

after th movie, me&bestfr went t swensens t eat.
bombom&minhao went t dno-where.
/:

after that, met up again.
we accompanied bestfr t wait for her bus.
then bombom&minhao sent me back home.
and accompanied me t g t th nearby coffeeshop t help my papa&mama da bao dinner.
despite their super-painful legs ; muscle aches.
walked me until my house stairs there.
'cus bombom knows that i'm super scared of th sixth floor's super-long corridor.
especially after th damn-scary movie!

hope that bombom's gna be there for me during th night when i'm scared, all alone in my room, after watching this movie.

2007-03-17T11:20:00.001+08:00

ऋ- says:
bye baby girl =)

i love my baby boy!

2007-03-17T10:03:00.000+08:00

i've found my happiness, and my happiness is you.

was actually meeting bombom tday.
but in th end he say he can't g out unless got minhao.
so ya, didn't want t g out as threesome.
i just... don't like it.
so weird.
not that i don't like minhao.
it's like that i don't like t g out as a group of threes, or odd numbers.
or me being th only girl.
):

i'm not a happy girl anymore ):

2007-03-16T17:12:00.000+08:00

BOMBOM BOUGHT TH SAME SCHOOL SHOE AS ME YSTD!
AHAHHA!
:D

had a very very nice chat w bombom on th phone just now.
talked about our past and stuffs.
and our 'future'.
ahahas.
chatted for super longgggggg!
^^

i superlove bombom! (:

2007-03-16T09:29:00.000+08:00

i set alarm clock at 7.30am this morning t wake bombom up!
(:
'cus he said he wna g jogging!
):
meaning that he's gna be skinnier than me!!!
):
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOS.
i hula-ed for almost half an hour ystd man!
bombom and i had a deal.
t see who's skinnier by this month's 23rd, i think.
so yeaaaaaaaaa, i've t buck upppppppppppppppp!

baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
bombom's so sweeeeeeeeeeeet ystd night can!
:D

2007-03-15T21:17:00.000+08:00

BOMBOM BU LI WO!!!
):

2007-03-15T15:51:00.000+08:00

was playing uno at msn w bombom just now.
hahas, so funny luhs.
cus we were on th phone and playing at th same time.
haha.
then he went out w his friends le.
then i played w remus mozzie.
ahhas.

brother's back!
:D
he bought me this wallet.
he said that there's nothing t buy there.
):
so, ya.
just this wallet.
boooooooooooooooo.

bombom's th best afterall.
only he can make me laugh so.
(:

2007-03-15T10:24:00.001+08:00

th day before ystd, bombom told me he hit th wall, w his knuckles.
my heart... aches like hell.

i'm sorry.

let's hope that th kind of feeling won't come back, ever again.

i love you.

2007-03-15T09:23:00.000+08:00

turtle: ahahhas! yea, later she kick your pigu! :D you suan-ing me or what sia. ahaha. but really so happy! :D

+658268: Nort la...cause i know your char after i read all your blog haha...see to know you better i nv go play game just wan to know your char...

turtle: ahahaha. what you know about me after reading all those sia?

+658268: Yup...i try my best to keep you happy everyday no matter wat...trust me...haha you happiness is my happiness too...

turtle: ahaha. ^^ i love you so much!!! :D and... i realise something. th egg is lil too salty. x:

+658268: It ok lo...at least not over cooked until burn can le...haha harder next time...haha must make for me hor...haha love you too...

turtle: ahahah, you dare t eat ma. ahahah. you at where le?

+658268: No matter how the taste is i will finish the whole plate...haha why you took so long to reply me sia...

*turtle is me, +658268 is bombom. it's his hp number la, but i deleted th last four numbers away.
ahahs, chatting w bombom. using websms.
'cus he's outside w his family.
ahahas.
soooo sweeeeeeeeeeet cans!!
:D

i woke up REAL EARLY tday.
and around 7 okayes!
ahahas.
i went t cook pancakes and scrambled egg for myself!
:D
th pancake is alright.
but as normal...
th egg......
i thought it was perfect at first leh.
but after eating a few pieces, i realise that it's too salty le.
= ="

at nyp that day (:
i dno why my face like red red one sia.

2007-03-14T18:37:00.000+08:00

i heard some bangala talking on a walkie talkie RIGHT OUTSIDE MY HOUSE.
it sounds so near.
it scared me t death can!
th door was closed, i couldn't see who's outside.
but i can like hear so CLEARLY lo.
told bombom that at msn.
he called me.
and he scared me by saying some stuffs.
= ="
told him that later i don't dare t g out le.
):
then he asked if i want him t come fetch me.
so touched can.
:p
but i didn't la, like so ma fan and stuffs for him.

went t school t hand in a form tday.
didn't wanted t g so early.
wanted t stay home at rot until i feel like gng then g.
so didn't went t find bestfr, cus she so early jiu release le.
ahahs, but papa later called and asked me t g tday and not too late.
so, bombom offered t accompany me tday, ystd night.
i asked him t wear school uniform so he can g in school w me.
hehes.
he lied t his mama that he's gng school for d&t.
LOLS.
met him at th 962 bus stop and went t school.
saw lots of people.
i even saw kaykiat.

after that we took bus back t causeway point.
played w th toys at metro&kiddy palace.
then we went t popular, and god, it's so damn funny can!!!
we were like saying what he can bring t school t be a nerd.
it's like th whole thing become so funny!
:D

went home at three plus.
(:

i gave him that drawing and 2 letter.
^^
he said he was touched when he saw th drawing.
ahhas.
:D

even though we both know that something's wrong.

2007-03-13T19:10:00.000+08:00

bombom told me that he won't let me cry a second time for him
he said he won't let me be upset or sad over him anymore.
i almost cried when he said these.
(':
i love you so (:
and i hope we'll never have t part.

2007-03-13T16:57:00.000+08:00

it doesn't feel right.
something's wrong.
i couldn't find th answer.
i've got a feeling... that something bad is gna happen.
i dno what's wrong w me.
my heart's aching.
my tears are at th brim.
i don't wna live my life without you.
why am i feeling this way?

& you know i'll never let you g.
part of me is dying.

why is it that everytime when i thought that happiness is gna arrive,

everything will turn out wrong?

2007-03-13T13:16:00.000+08:00

i never wanted t say/scold/blog about you.
but, i have had enough.
cus i didn't even do anything t you.

z__ ____:
right, i know you know him more than i do.
so what?
you don't even know anything between us.
you're such a control freak.
it's your friends' choice of whether they wna have a girlfr or not.
it's not your choice.
i didn't even do anything t you.
i didn't even do/say anything that had offend you.
at all!
so what's w all your bullshits?
nobody asked you t come and read th blog.
be it bestfr's or mine.
since it's wasting your precious time, as what you've said, then why are you even reading it?
aren't you being dumb?
i thought you were a nice girl, but no.

if ahlians have manners, they won't be labelled as ahlians.
= ="
neither had your mama taught you manners.
cus if she had, you wouldn't be splurting all those words like 'bitches, fucking' all over your blog entries.

if nobody reads th wannabe blog, then who are you?
= ="
so what if someone's blogging for th sake of blogging?
it's not your business anw.

i hope you come t your senses, instead (:

yesyes, read this and g complain t your DADDY (:

2007-03-13T12:59:00.000+08:00

woke up early tday for th stupid f&n.
met bestfr at around 8++ at admiralty.
ate breakfast at mac, then off t school (:

went t comp lab.
practically slacked all th way.
thanks, bombom, for waking up early t accompany me t chat at msn ^^

went home after that.

i was drawing ystd night.
i think mama thinks that i'm suffering from depression.
LOLS.
(:
bestfr said my drwaing is ok!
:D
i thought i did badly.
anw, it was for fun.
ahahs.

i love bestfr (:

2007-03-12T17:31:00.000+08:00

i'm sucha failure in life.
be it love or studies.

afterall, i'm just another ordinary girl.
what can i expect from you.
i don't blame you.
i just...
hate heartaches.

bombom&i agreed t work on our trust for each other!
(:

i'm a happy girl again! ^^

~~huiqi's not a happy girl anymore...~~

it somehow seems as if you've got th power t control my emotions.

i love you so (:

2007-03-12T15:50:00.000+08:00

went t nyp tday.
so boring cans.
):
and there's f&n tmr!
T_T
what kind of holiday is this man!
):

went t woodlands point w bestfr t buy my school shoe.
so stupid lo, last yr ler, then have t buy new one.
bombom asked me what brand i bought, cus he's gna get a new one when school reopen too.
told him that i bought kappa and i asked if he wna buy exactly th same one.
and bombom said okayes!
:D
yea, same school shoes w bombom (^^)v

bombom's really sweet tday :D

huiqi's a happy girl! :D

but i miss my brother, he's at genting now! ):

i also wna g... ):

2007-03-11T19:54:00.001+08:00

http://www.friendster.com/24931979
look! i edited bombom's profile.
lols.

2007-03-11T18:51:00.000+08:00

taurus:
you're practical, peace loving, stubborn, slow&deliberate.
~~taurus has a natural interest in money~~, and you like th finer things in life.
you'll walk away from an argument.
taurus is tenacious, artistic, musical and has a 'feeling' for things.
taurus is emotional, determined, stable and persistent.
taurus has a love for beauty&harmony.
you like t prove your worth.
taurus personality is thought to be calm and peaceful, but when their anger is aroused, their temper can be wicked.
taureans are often quite disturbed by sudden changes--they prefer their lives stable and secure.

you can be lazy, angry, stubborn, selfish and unreasonable. you have a love of sensuous pleasure and are fond of dining.

-http://rrtearoom.com/horoscope/taurus.htm
-http://www.cafeastrology.com/zodiactaurus.html

my seduction style test result:
th bubble :
wow, you totally live on your planet. can we visit? you've managed to keep most of your innocent optimism about love, life and everything. if we could bottle your psyche and sell it to depressed people. well, that would be weird... but we'd all be rich! seriously, how did you get this far in life without bruising? [i'd been bruised before, again&again.]
you couldn't be cuter if you were a basket of kittens. your seduction style? adorable and innocent. oh my golly, people will love you all the way down to your widdle toesies. you deserves a rainbow, a unicorn.
-----------------------------------------------------------------
okayes, i know i blogged alot tday.
haha, i'm all type-ish tday.
:p

anw, i feel so guilty now.
x:
i made bombom g t sleep right after his mac meal.
he's feeling dizzy just now, and went t th doc's.
th doc said that he doesn't have enough sleep and is over-doing.
but it's extremely true that he doesn't have enough sleep.
that's why i made him g t bed.
):
i'm missing him alrd!
i miss talking t him ):

it's been almost-2-years since i love someone so much.
thanks for loving me, bombom.
you let me love again.

2007-03-11T18:24:00.000+08:00

watched happily n'ever after w bombom just now.
:D
walked around, went t fairprice at th civic centre there, but it's so cold there!
so we switched t cold storage at causeway point.
bombom's favourite spot.
hahahs.
x:

we saw two aunties screaming at each other at casuway point.
like so embarrassing lo.
bombom said that if it's his mama, he'd have slapped her.
o.o

our conver just now when walking around causeway:
bombom: eh, after school reopen, then i buy you a dumbo, okayes?
fatty: don't want lar.
bombom: you've got no choice. i'm so gna make you take it just like how you made me take th pink frog that time. HAHAHAS.
fatty: ... ... ... ...

i could still remember this clearly, cus it's so damn sweet&funny:
bombom: for our first month, i'm gna buy you a small dumbo. second month, a medium one. third month, a big one. fourth month, a gigantic one.
fatty: crazy lar you. waste money.
bombom: got meaning one lor. th dumbo is like our baby. it grows bigger and bigger as time goes by.
fatty: ROLF!!! *non-stop*

so sweeeeeeet cans? *smittens*

he said that he saw a super super big one at dno-where.
he said that it's bigger than th one we saw at kiddy palace.
$99.90!
T_T

2007-03-11T09:19:00.000+08:00

taken quite sometime ago.
:p
when we were having our common test.
another part of this neoprint cannot be scanned in.
bestfr said that it's too small, can't be seen.
):

IT'S BEEN A MONTH, A MONTH, A MONTH!!!
:D
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou, i love MY BOMBOM (:

有一种甜甜的感觉 <3

2007-03-10T17:27:00.000+08:00

cip tday ):
it's tiring work okayes!
didn't wna g, cus i've got my mc as an excuse.
but pei bestfr (:
and of course, see my bombom.
ahahas.
:p

mrs whelan grouped us.
):
i don't like th grouping!
):
was w farhan, shaiful, daryl, chee kiat and hanisah.
and another tcher.
dno what's her name.
but she's nice! ^^
partnered off w daryl t g door-to-door.
did two blocks, which means 8 storeys!

after collecting, we waited for 1 hour for th truck t come!!!
T_T
i sat on th stairs and slept D:
it's super boring can.

after that g back t school, did reflection and g home w bestfr (:

quarrelled w bombom.
i don't like t quarrel w bombom!!!
):
tmr's th day! :D
one more day, one more day!!!
我会一直爱着你.
:D
bombom gave me a photo of himself when he 's three years old.
ahahs, so cute (x

2007-03-09T18:20:00.000+08:00

nobody wna see us tgt.
nobody thought we would last forever.
i feel i'm hoping and praying, things between us gna get better.
telling you all those lies, just t get on your side.
but i must admit there were a couple of secrets i held inside.
but just know that i've tried, t always apologize.
and i'ma have you first always in my heart, t keep you satisfied.

fight for our right t love.

2007-03-09T10:30:00.001+08:00

My house's computer broke down ):
That's why so long never blog ler.

So ya, now in school, should be doing research, but well, I dno how!
I've got like not enough pages.
):
tell me what t do, someone?

Lots of things happened, but I can't remember.
Lols.
I've got three more kg t go!!!
:D
I'm in th middle of jian fei-ing. :D
I can now HULA!
As in play wave hula-hoop.
x:
but I learnt how alrd!
Congrats me, quick.
Hahahas.

i did hula, jogging and cycling last few days at home.
Ahhahas!
I'm so proud of myself.
took some photo of myself, before and after exercising.
Ahhas.
:p
I love my bombom :D